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Name: Erin Mercer
country : New Zealand

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Erin Mercer grew up in Dunedin, New Zealand where she
spent all of her childhood either in or beside the
ocean. She rarely wore shoes and knew the hills and
the peninsula like her own face.
A strange restlessness gripped her at nineteen, and
she set off to explore Britain, where she sat in a lot
of village pubs and ate a lot of pudding.
At twenty she packed up three suitcases and moved to
New York City, where she studied drama at The American
Academy of Dramatic Arts. There followed a period of
predictable bohemianism, during which she acted in
theatre and independent films, waited tables and fell
in love.
She is now thrilled to be returning to her homeland
(with love in tow)to complete her final year of
undergradute studies at Otago University, where she
will once again walk the sands of Aramoana and
Karitane and try to avoid shoes...




TRAIN GOSPELS

today
I voyaged
an hour and a half on the subway
as it grumbled to Coney Island
before backtracking
local
to the city

a woman's conversation
        sad black face
            liquid eyes
               talking
                   of wanting

                    to pass through time

just like that!
perfect
tiny zen phrases
falling from her
weary lips

                 time past
                 time spent
                 killed time
                 saved time

the sun always rising
                    setting
                          inevitably destined


she was not smiling
her fingers weaving
our beautiful
inconsequntial
days







TOMORROW



always tomorrow
      soon
          soon
endless reassurances
promises
of utopia to come

smith street with it's low
brick red
horizon
denizens and dens
      amber lit
          sparse and gentle

                a girl idling by the jukebox
                studied me silent with red wine
                and asked
                are you alone here?

a visitor from Cape Cod
slightly the worse for wear

van gogh conversations over table tops
      and he is a million miles away
                 I am a million miles away
                      he stares at his empty beer

well
what to say
that has not
been said
before








YOUTH




it is the month of the fiesta!
and we eat to celebrate
eat
in dark evenings
wine against our lips

it is the season of slumber!
and we smoke at parties
in blue stairwells
gazing enviously
at rooftops
at realities
we long
to know

it is the year of the snake!
or monkey?
and we brave the light
of dusk shadow
with only our youth
and upturned faces

purposefully
turning the other cheek
expertly
closing both eyes





                           AMERICA


in America
cities like cold
bloodless livers
gasp their last

and language
    in a skipping
       joyful orgy
  passes over
  warm capricorn tropics

jeremiads
and the greatest of all nations
united!
overflows with wealth
and cardboard boxes

voluptuous
amid the flora and fauna
of wheeling
light shows
scud missile
sculptures
and a million
dying births









                          ELVEN LORDS


there was an energy to the night as I viewed my
imaginings washed over black screens with
elven lords and magic totems reminding me of
back then
when I was sixteen, seventeen,
wearing dragon pendants and unicorns and flowing lace
blouses like some fading displaced princess

when the Lady of Shalott floated so beautifully dead and
Ophelia drowned in flowers and I
at six or seven
making fairy bundles of petals wrapped in faintly furry
dock leaves
pushing them secretly
between cracks
in the skirting